-miserable and lonley-

-miserable and lonley-

5/1/12

3/19/12

i donated blood...

i finally did it!it was illegal for me to donate blood because i was too young and intoxicated past few years...lol
but now that im clean and officially an adult i decided to donate blood~
(give blood,save lives!)


first, they checked my blood type and few other things...
im 0+...so if you need a few drops,call me :D
i actually believed that i was B+,because my mom told me so...
but she was wrong.
Its fine,its just fine,mom.I lived my whole fucking life thinking that i have my father`s blood.
but now that i know the truth i feel a relief...
giving blood wasn`t scary or painful.it felt good.
i donated around 250ml.
needle left little dot on my skin for few days,but it healed.
to sum up:it was a great experience and im gonna do this again...

2/24/12

liars

im so sick of  unfulfilled promises.
then,why do you make them if you can fulfill them?
Your promises last as long as this cigarette.
but smoking cigarette feels good and broken promises don`t.



1/20/12

Yes,looks do matter~

Your family can be ugly but you must love them.They gave you life.
Maybe you didn`t want that life,but still you have to be thankful.
There is no girl in the world who would date an ugly guy.
Except for ugly girls and gold diggers.
Face it,he can have personality of man from your dreams but because of his looks he will always be your friend.On the other side we have a pretty boy who is an asshole.You will forgive him for calling you stupid,telling you that you are not funny(and you are hilarious),humiliating you in front of your friends and etc.
Don`t deny this.We all love to be surrounded by beautiful things and beautiful people.
But most of these beautiful people are rotten from the inside.
Just like this cookie.It seems just fine on the outside.But actually it sucks.





1/15/12

go and watch SECRET GARDEN~

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i really wish i can live in this drama...and be someones Gil Raim~

“All around the world there are 230 countries, and among those people I can speak 5 languages. Nevertheless, I can’t find the exact word to define our relationship.”
“Don’t fall in love with another guy. For the rest of your life, live alone and think of me. This is perhaps the most selfish decision I’ve made in my life.” – Joo Won
“Being unable to eat and sleep is the basic thing. Waking up in the middle of the night will become a daily routine. Because the one you love has turned into someone else, you also can’t whine to each other for the fear of being scolded by that person. So, you cry by yourself. But what hurts the most is that person doesn’t actually miss me like the way I do. It’s like that person has forgotten about me and is simply being happy alone. All you want to do is die, but you can’t die either… because you’re scared that you won’t see that person again.”-Seul

1/10/12

Uptown girls

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I remember when this movie came out in 2003.It meant so much to me back then.It still does.
I was worshiping Brittany and no one understood why?
I guess it`s because they liked Angelina Jolie...o_O
I was devastated when she died.I cried.I still cry.
~Brittany smiles~


1/5/12

~~~~~^^Keiichi Nitta^^~~~~~




                                                     http://keiichi-nitta.sakura.ne.jp/blog/work/

amazing amazing amazing amazing amazing amazing amazing amazing amazing amazing amazing

1/4/12

Superbat

~They said that cake was a complete fail~
~i thought that it was pretty awesome and funny~
:D

12/28/11

im happy now...

i just accepted FREE HUG from some random,unknown girl,because there is no one else who would hug me~